If Only লিরিক্স

Weary eyes awaiting sleep Been so long since I could feel The cold pavement wrapped around my bones Voices clouding up my mind A taste is all that I need Carve your melody in my spine and sing Cut my arms maybe then I will stop Cut my arms maybe I'll fucking stop Cut my arms maybe then I will stop To numb this pain Cut my arms maybe then I will stop Cut my arms maybe I'll fucking stop Cut my arms maybe then I will stop To fade away Every day's the same happiness in vain What else can I win if I have everything Tell me who dealt my cards every hand's the same What else can I lose if I lost everything Sink me under cardboard floors You sedate and leave me whole Run your gold lips on my tongue Become a part of me (Cut my arms maybe then I will stop) (Cut my arms maybe I'll fucking stop) (Cut my arms maybe then I will stop) (Cut my arms maybe I'll fucking stop) Cut my arms maybe then I will stop Cut my arms maybe I'll fucking stop Cut my arms maybe then I will stop To numb this pain Cut my arms maybe then I will stop Cut my arms maybe I'll fucking stop Cut my arms maybe then I will stop To fade away If only I've tried To search for a different feeling If only I've tried To see myself for what's beneath If only I've tried To search for a different feeling If only I've tried To see myself for what's beneath Every day's the same, happiness in vain What else can I win if I have everything? Tell me who dealt my cards, every hand's the same What else can I lose if I lost everything? If only I've tried To search for a different feeling If only I've tried To see myself for what's beneath If only I've tried To search for a different feeling If only I've tried To see myself for what's beneath