My Shadow Plan লিরিক্স

I'm made of clay, that's how I feel. The war inside Seems too long to have an end. The worries fill my days! One silent joke, that's what I am. Along the way, Somehow I lost the key of life. I have shame of my face! The strange things (I'm used to do) Reflect my insobriety I am too weak (That's who I am) To save me from myself Where is my smile? (Where is my heart?) Mortally hurt inside I need inspiration For fears and tears. Blackness is done, Oblivion has come, I had to start my shadow plan! I've been desperation For years and years. My tainted soul has floated alone I had to start my shadow plan! My situation, out of control. A fallen knight! Hard to admit, I ran out of love. My madness I embrace! I am contempt, a single tear. My nakedness Shows too much for those who watch. I'll never find my place! The strange things (I'm used to do) Reflect my insobriety I am too weak (That's who I am) To save me from myself Where is my smile? (Where is my heart?) Mortally hurt inside I need inspiration For fears and tears. Blackness is done, Oblivion has come, I had to start my shadow plan! I've been desperation For years and years. My tainted soul has floated alone I had to start my shadow plan! Father, why have you forsaken me? I have reached my breaking point I'm what nobody wanted at all Where can I go? What can I do? My black plan is all that's left. Alone in the darkness of the world! Forever alone