The Battle লিরিক্স

Should I remember so well days gone by I wonder what it would take For I find so little to remember anymore Someone else's lies keep me from trusting your words Will the hearts left behind rear their ugly heads Then I find I want to believe what I'm feeling so bad But what I believe battles Battles what I have seen Leaves me lying in wait Old wounds start to bleed again I smell the pillow then fight to untie Trembling hands and the vision of you by my side But what I can't take is when the vision is all that's left I stand by the river then try to decide I look in the mirror still I cannot stop Wishing and wanting what only waits for my word But what I believe... How do I step across this fear It swallows me whole with no sign of regret It takes me by the hand I cannot turn away