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Inside my mind, I seem to realize, that what I once, I now despise. I don't know why you had to lie to me; Why cant you be, what I need? I don't know, why you lied to me. (I don't know why) I don't know, why you lied to me. (Inside I feel like dying) It seems you cant, accept me, with no degree, and my release. but it seems like now, I have The upper hand in a way, you cant understand. in my mind, i seem to realize, that what i once was, I now despise. I don't know why you had to lie to me; Why cant you be, what I need? I don't know, why you lied to me. (I don't know why) I don't know, why you lied to me. (Inside I feel like dying) Why? (You lied to me) When the day comes, and you will be, proud of me, and who I am.. I wont let you, be proud and praise me; I guess i could, but i cant, because in my mind, I seem to realize, that what i once was, i now despise, I don't know why you had to lie to me, Why cant you be, What I need? I don't know, why you lied to me. (I don't know why) I don't know, why you lied to me. (Inside I feel like dying) I don't know, why you lied to me. (I don't know why) I don't know, why you lied to me. (Inside I think Im dead.)