Always Like This lyrics

Oh she can wait, For what I can give, She knows what I am but, She won't believe me, Is it all ok? Will I come off the lightest? I can't believe it, It's always like this, Kept it at bay Yes you kept your words There on your mouth But it's not what I heard If I follow the light That I deem the brightest I won't believe that It's always like this I'm not whole I'm not whole You waste it all [Repeat] I'm not whole Oh you can wait For what I can give You know what I am So you know how I live Try to look proud But you're not in the slightest Its happening now And it's always been like this I'm not whole I'm not whole You waste it all [Repeat] I'm not whole