Gateway lyrics

There I sit at the gateway Wondering how far she might take me I don't know if what they say Is it true, I'm gonna live that way I just need to find my way Back on home, coming back today Here I am, back in the zone The zone of life, always stoned Now I'm back at the gateway Wondering if I'm here to stay I've got scars that used to be veins It's gone down, I'm insane I can't seem to get my mind Screwed on tight, I've got a life to find Here I am, back in a haze Blazing through life, always stoned