I Didn't Try lyrics

By now, I could've had my shit together, if I'd only tried I could've had a house and a car and a cat and a baby And a boy who would love me, maybe, but I didn't try No, I didn't try hard enough for it By now, I could've had my shit together, if I'd only tried I could've had a job and a dog and a place in the city And a boy who would call me pretty, but I didn't try No, I didn't try hard enough for it I never thought that I would be this old with no clue where to go I never thought that it'd be me who was still floundering So scared of life, scared of everything, so good at hiding from the world Dragging my feet, scraping my knees By now, I could've had my shit together, if I'd only tried I could've had the life that I wanted, the way that it should be But instead, I am stuck with maybes, 'cause I didn't try No, I didn't try I'm too scared to try No, I didn't try hard enough for it I didn't try, I didn't try I didn't try I didn't try, I didn't try I didn't try