Civilized lyrics

I want to be civilized I want to be civilized I just need to know what I need to know How to be civilized It's not a word it's a feeling More like a thought than a real thing I want to change more than I want you to change I want to be civilized Everyone can be my friend and now I've realized All you need to understand is how to be civilized In a world of desperate acts it's no fun to be surprised I will only be relaxed when I become civilized I want stop feeling envy 'cause I can't go on this empty Nothing else matters I don't hate you too I want to be civilized