Help Is Not On The Way lyrics

I'm trapped somewhere Between the need to feed the machine And the pillar holding fillers inside everything I've sold my soul so make no mistake Just because I'm not dreaming Doesn't mean I'm awake And I've tried my best Not to fear the consequence But I'm beside myself I refuse to ask for help Never mind, I'm not drowning, but I was My ship, it's not sinking, but it did My reason, to go on, crumbling I swear I am fine, I'm just fucking fine Never mind, I'm not drowning, but I was My ship, it's not sinking, but it did My reason, to go on, crumbling I swear I am fine, just fucking fine Configuration intangible Convulsionary in principle Inexplicable through their lies Yet it's undeniable in their eyes And I've tried my best Not to fear the consequence But I'm beside myself I refuse to ask for help