scared to go to sleep lyrics

I'm scared to go to sleep 'Cause I'm scared to be alone With the thing that makes me think All these fucked up things I'm scared to see my friends 'Cause I woke up a little more Bitter than they remember me So I haven't called anyone I haven't called anyone Life is full of choices when it's not the one that you just made Then you're left to thinking if you use your heart or fucking brain If you made a mistake, if shit's supposed to be that way These are the things I think of when I'm scared to go to sleep I'm scared of ending up A body sitting on a couch Selling things that I once loved For some extra spending cash I'm scared to leave the house And see someone I know Have a shitty conversation And say: We should do this more But I don't wanna see them more Life is full of choices when it's not the one that you just made Then you're left to thinking if you use your heart or fucking brain If you made a mistake, if shit's supposed to be that way These are the things I think of when I'm scared to go to sleep Scared to go to sleep, I'm scared to go to sleep 'Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts when I go to sleep Scared to go to sleep, I'm scared to go to sleep 'Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts when I go to sleep I'm scared to watch the world Turn and turn and turn Everyone arguing about What's wrong with everybody else 'Cause fuck everybody else