So Much of You lyrics

i'm barely alive, my heart just sunk at the thought of where you're at...you're not with me and i'm losing hold on the center of my life it's turning black... "i feel so alone in this fucking city" miles of separation with only a phone to let you know it's killing me to stay so far away but i can't go back to that place where i gave up my dreams and i broke myself for acceptance but it never embraced me and it crushes me to know every word i wrote to you never saw the light of day would it have changed a thing? could it have taken away our pain? it was a lesson learned... ...one i could have done without i can't live with a broken heart when it's the one thing we share a million miles away so i'll keep waiting... ...i'll be waiting right here