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It keeps spinning A Since It's hard to say I'm feeling drunk for weeks It is spinning It is spinning Since before You were aware I kept f'you the The worst part of me The worst part of me I made you ah Cuz you deserve to Cuz you deserve to I am behaving like I should I have the right to Not face my thoughts My beer is colder than my heart It's not a competition But you know who would lose You know I'm fully loaded It feels like years of waiting Why should I make plans If everytime everything changes We cannot miss the the route Someone will charge the check I gave you everything and that's why I'm telling you that I kept f'you the The worst part of me The worst part of me I made you ah Cuz you deserve to Cuz you deserve to And I’m dying