At Both Ends lyrics

Denied anodyne again I ask myself the question Why won't the lights fall? Why won't the darkness come for me? Reliving the day in my head Starlight seems to scorch my skin Cabin fever from my bed As I burn the candle, at both ends I'm opening wounds that healed long ago I reignite hatred that had been resolved I want to forget My memories I want to forget Set my mind free Wipe the slate clean Of my memories