Disarray lyrics

Hanging on the line One too many times We've been here before Fighting on the first floor Oh why do we collide If we're on the same side Should have known better Than to give it up and walk away And now I'm writing letters just to make you stay I'm counting my treasures I'm putting on a masquerade Cause you don't wanna see me in a disarray Over compensate, for all of my mistakes Things will never sew We cover up the pot holes And now we stand alone In this home that we've grown Should have known better Than to give it up and walk away And now I'm writing letters just to make you stay I'm counting my treasures I'm putting on a masquerade Cause you don't wanna see me in a disarray Is there anybody else in a, in a disarray? Oh we used to find gold now [?] And even though I said id go its so hard to pull away Is there anybody else in a, in a disarray? Should have known better Than to give it up and walk away And now I'm writing letters just to make you stay I'm counting my treasures I'm putting on a masquerade Cause you don't wanna see me when I look this way You don't wanna see me when I look this way Cause you don't, you don't wanna see me in a disarray And all of the letters they won't make you stay It's too late cause you've already seen me in a disarray