Looking Glass Blues lyrics

I think I'd like to climb down in a hole Down in the bottom of the world below Twist myself back out of sight Looking glass says, "have a look inside" Drink a little bottle and I disappear Smaller I grow, smaller all my fears I can fit inside the heart of anywhere Looking glass blues and I don't care Time ticks backwards and the day is null Borrowing dreams from a burying ground Stranded on a chessboard, I can't move And I don't even want to sing these backwards blues Backwards blues, backwards blues What can you see through a looking glass? The opposite of everything that you can't have You don't have Good or bad I see what exists outside myself The absence of something that I know too well Now the fear is reaching like a hand in the glove The ugliest thing inside a heart you can think of I walk through a keyhole big as the sun Past all meanings and the things we've done Counterfeit soul with an infant brain 'Cause that's how we gonna get along today