Numb lyrics

I just watched you leave In the middle of the night I didn't even cry Did we even fight? Now I can't sleep I'm in way too deep I feel numb in my teeth No, there's nothing wrong with me Now I'm still on the outside Am I even scared? I have lost my mind, it's the darkest kind I can hardly breathe This is suffocating me My worst enemy is myself, and I Tried to save my life And every day I'm getting high I have lost my mind, it's the darkest kind I can hardly breathe This is suffocating me My worst enemy is myself, and I Tried to save my life And every day I'm getting high I'm barely getting by I lose myself inside I'm barely getting by I lose myself inside I lose myself inside I lose myself inside I lose myself inside I lose myself inside I'm barely getting by I lose myself inside