lost it all lyrics

I'm setting fire to every memory I can't stop crying myself to sleep Closed eyes but still you follow me Mm I guess time isn't what I need 'Cause this time it was real for me Afraid I won't ever heal from this Pretending I don't need you here 'Cause telling the truth just hurts so much for me to admit And I can't take hearing you say That you don't want me for one more day It kills me to know you have another life With somebody else, instead of our own How many days, how many nights Did you not wanna wake up by my side I gave you all of me, for what 'Cause now I lost it all Oh-oh Oh-oh Creating lies and possibilities That you'd find me in an ocean deep But your mind's made up and I can't breathe Mm I fantasized you always loving me Did my mind see what they wanna see? 'Cause then I'll never heal from this And I can't take hearing you say That you don't want me for one more day It kills me to know you have another life With somebody else, instead of our own How many days, how many nights Did you not wanna wake up by my side I gave you all of me, for what 'Cause now I lost it all Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh