Chill Lofi Beats To Study To lyrics

I can't be what they wanted me to be And I can't sleep at night Knowing I'm the one that gets in my own way There's something beautiful about the mundane And the grass is always greener And things seems to taste sweet when they'll never be I am damaged beyond belief I am damaged beyond belief I don't know if what I want is what I wanted Or if what I need was preceded by my decisions in life