Borderline lyrics

Always in my head Always in the air, this feeling Ain't gonna be enough Ain't gonna fill me up, you're squeezing No matter what I do No matter what you say I'm always slipping at the breaking point Of breaking down at borderline Of breaking down at borderline Of breaking down Say what you wanna say And watch me turn to gray Feels like you built my grave But you don't, it's my fault The same patterns back again Is what I gotta say My life is in constant pain I can't turn, this is my fate Cause you know, it is dull The same patterns are my main Splitting up my brain Trying to scrutinize My imperfections are insane And no doctors can relate, while I'm falling Right now I'm feeling great 2 seconds back I felt like dying I'm always at the breaking point Of breaking down at borderline Of breaking down at borderline Of breaking down Say what you wanna say And watch me turn to gray Feels like you built my grave But you don't, it's my fault The same patterns back again Is what I gotta say My life is in constant pain I can't turn, this is my fate Cause you know, it is dull The same patterns are my main Circling Circling Circling The same patterns back again