Hesitation lyrics

The valleys that never end They twist and turn And I come back to where I began Will I ever see your light again Will I ever feel you from within We all want to see the fire But we don't want to feel the flame We just long to reconcile But it's easier to stay the same I can't recollect If I was ever innocent I will always be a pharisee Never trusting you but always me Come and take me home A son you've never known I'll make my heart grow With these black seeds I've sown We all want to see the fire But we don't want to feel the flame We just long to reconcile But it's easier to stay the same Your gold will never ever be complete It won't The flame will burn its brightest Close to me Won't you bring it near It'll burn away your fear The life you give will be refined Until we meet We just want to watch it burn We all want to see the fire But we don't want to feel the flame We just long to reconcile (We all want to make it different) But it's easier to stay the same (We don't want to make a change)