Hate lyrics

I'm sinking From thinking That this stain Is my shame A lullaby From the open sky Sings through my mind And I don't know why I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself The madness Of sadness The mixed words I observe The distorted shrine Of my double mind It's in my eyes I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I don't know why I cannot cry I hate myself I hate myself With pop thoughts And icons I play tribe With my life This history Is my misery I see you die It's hard to try I don't know why I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I don't know why I cannot cry I hate myself I hate myself