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I look for certainty in older men Then I can calculate exactly when And free up space to live uncertainly I'd like to think it means a lot to me I look for peace when I can take the time Then I recall the moments that are mine But often I forget to get off line And often I've forgotten just to be I try to find a way to understand When I have lost the legs on which I stand And I am reaching for a holding hand The hands are reaching back so quietly I try to find a way to walk along When I'm pretending that I'm sure I'm wrong Pretending that we all continue on And in the ground there's really nobody How do we