My Sickness lyrics

As others, run around with strength I manage only to be there A closet with one window We can not touch we can not speak no more Forgive me that I leave you here I did not choose this sickness I'm lost with no control I've struggled and I want some more some more What will you do when I'm gone? I can't control you anymore I sit without my powers And gently try to live I count the days and seconds too I can't stay longer here with you If I could live for one more day Just you and I for one more day We'd spend it in a better way Like frozen teardrops in the spring I'm slowly dying from inside A terrifying feeling My lips can't speak my words no more