ON THE OUTSIDE lyrics

Am I spinning? No I'm upside down Feel my feet on the ground And if I listen I can hear that sound As it's screaming out loud Cold sheets wrapped around me Oh this bed, this bed, it feels empty And I can't help it I'm feeling guilty I push away, away all that love me All that love me Oh, question myself once again Talked with my ego and ask where it ends 'Cause I'm so tired of this I'm so tired of this 'Round and around in my head No one to talk to in this loneliness I'm so tired of this I'm so tired of all of it I switch positions I'm on the outside now Looking down on a crowd And what a vision All the love goin' round All the love goin' round Holding, I hold my breath 24 years and I'm lost in the depths of it In the depths of it Oh, question myself once again Talked with my ego and ask where it ends 'Cause I'm so tired of this I'm so tired of this 'Round and around in my head No one to talk to in this loneliness I'm so tired of this I'm so tired of all of it