Waste Away lyrics

I'm not sorry I'm not angry I don't hate you nor am I desperately unhappy In tiny ways I'm feeling strong I feel the earth beneath me even when the universe is all wrong I won't waste away feed my sould, I'm hungry I won't waste away I'm going to live I'll be rich or I'll die poor if there's a difference I don't care anymore Is everyone afraid to laugh well I can't help myself In spite of everything I do not have The weight of all this waiting the wasted and denied I picture it quite differently I'd like to think the dead are dying