Mainline Life lyrics

Take it in my friend Because this is the last time You'll ever hear my songs I can't wait to begin again A fresh start, starts wide open, i'm hoping I pray for blue sky days But all i got was a rain Could it be that i'm still the same Well after four years, i'm broken I'm still hoping I wanna reach out, i wanna touch yah I'll be put out I can't explain all my dirty thoughts now You were my ??? Mainline life Down on me Straight into my hands Mainline down on me Straight into my hands