Chasin' lyrics

I don't even know What I want out of life, what I'm chasin' Is it hard to see me go? 'Cause I miss you when I'm gone Is it worth feeling alone for so long? For so long I'm trying to be honest And live deliberately But my mind's so scattered With different parts of me Is it delusional To think that I can do this? Does anybody want this? I guess I'll wait and see (Wait and see) I don't even know What I want out of life, what I'm chasin' Is it hard to see me go? 'Cause I miss you when I'm gone Is it worth feeling alone for so long? For so long I'm crying to be open To show a side of me To try and purge the heaviness that's weighing me Time always makes me Doubt what's coming out of me Does anybody want this? I guess I'll wait and see I don't even know What I want out of life, what I'm chasin' Is it hard to see me go? 'Cause I miss you when I'm gone Is it worth feeling alone for so long? For so long I'm just trying to be honest I'm just trying to be honest