Songtext von in between

I'm not broken But I'm lying in pieces I'm stuck in my ways But I change like the seasons The leaves have started fallin' and there's no chill in the air I pretend I'm all-in and I know I'm barely there 'Cause I'm somewhere in between A whisper and a scream Yeah, I'm somewhere in between I don't want your touch But I'm craving affection I've been to hell and back But can't learn the lessons I can't take the comedown and I never feel the high I chase every shadow and I'm longing for the light 'Cause I'm somewhere in between A nightmare and a dream Yeah, I'm somewhere in between 'Cause I'm somewhere in between A nightmare and a dream Yeah, I'm somewhere in between