Songtext von Suicide

I feel addicted to a love that never lived I play pretend in bed, it's like you never left Think it's worse in the morning It's like I'm in mourning, but you're coming over later Fuck, I want to ignore it I'm sick from the drinking, but here I go, another shot I'm fucked up waiting for you to come And sit with me, just chat, you can play with my hair I swear I'm having fun Don't go, you can have every bit of my kingdom of shit I just want it to be Like when I had a personality Remember when I made you laugh As much as you made me die? You are my suicide Watching your pictures makes me feel the burn inside You said you loved me, that was my favorite lie It's getting darker and darker, but the pain isn't healing For hours staring at the ceiling Fuck, I want you to feel it But all I do is kneeling Praying to a God I don't believe in I'm fucked up waiting for you to come And sit with me, just chat, you can play with my hair I swear I'm having fun Don't go, you can have every bit of my kingdom of shit I just want it to be Like when I had a personality Remember when I made you laugh As much as you made me die? You are my suicide Call me sick, call me yours, I don't care what you do You hurt me deep, but I still run back to you You built me up just to watch me fall Left me broken, but I still want it all Back then, you used to make me crack up And now all you do is say that I'm fucked up Waiting for you to come And sit with me, just chat, you can play with my hair I swear I'm having fun Don't go, you can have every bit of my kingdom of shit I just want it to be Like when I had a personality Remember when I made you laugh As much as you made me die? You are my suicide