Songtext von Blood For The Blood God

I'm always dozing away (I'm always dozing away) But I'm constantly (constantly) On the edge of my seat and I can't fall asleep Feels like I'm losing the day I’ve never counted sheep (I've never counted sheep) I've just routinely (routinely) Tripped over my feet, my alarm on repeat I just don't know me For so long Things just haven't changed Cut all the lies that I said to myself Maybe I'm to blame For so long I could say it's the weather Cut all the lies that I said to myself Don’t hold your breath I'm just waiting on progress And if I'm being honest (if I'm being honest) I'm just scared of the truth (so scared, so scared) All those things that I said that I meant to myself I never saw them through And everything I've said Could never pay my debts That I owe my friends Who haven't left me yet And everything I've said Could never pay my debts That I owe my friends For so long I know I haven’t changed Cut all the lies that I said to myself I know that I'm to blame For so long I could say it’s the weather Cut all the lies that I said to myself I want to get better I want to get better I want to get better