Songtext von Self Inflicted Pain

Like a punch to the gut You cannot breathe, pale is the color of your shadow and skin Feeling like your senses are fading away Darkness overwhelms your sight Suddenly you snap and realize It wasn't physical but psychological Cannot figure out the source of the pain But it feels so goddamn real It feels so goddamn real A blow that landed out of nowhere Without warning or any kind of sign Signs of dementia some might say Living in decline while searching for the truth Even though it's clear in front of your eyes You cannot realize it cause you deny it so damn hard People call you schizo, freak with a double personality The struggle for control is being shown By self inflated injuries and suicidal tendencies There's no cure for this disease Self inflicted pain Running away from basically your self Unaware of what's really going on At some point you'll reach the end that's dead And has no way out But facing your own self in a battle from within If one dies the other one cannot survive If one dies the other one cannot survive People call you schizo freak with a double personality The struggle for control is being shown By self inflated injuries and suicidal tendencies There's no cure for this disease Self inflicted pain