Songtext von Collapse

I lay wide awake at night Knowing I won't sleep Days are passing by Anxiousness will bury me I'm so lost in this blizzard in my head I'm envious of the dead A melody without a rhythm No grace to uphold Surrounded by panic There's nothing else to enfold You're still haunting me I feel I'll never really leave There's nothing left of me You drained my life I'm incomplete We take our time But that's all we have I'd rather die than let this moment last I've been searching for answers To find some sort of absolution But nothing matters in a life of disillusion I can't begin to put myself back together Do I trace the past that lead me here? Is this a dream? Tell me something Tell me anything Am I lowering my grave? Is there more to life than this? Just say anything I'm only human There's only so much I can take Give me a reason to cut my losses I'm still losing faith We take our time But that's all we have I'd rather die than let this moment last I've been searching for answers To find some sort of absolution But nothing matters in a life of disillusion Nothing else matters