Songtext von Trying

They say everyone’s worried about me Just enough to check-in And make sure that the knives are out of reach They say that I should hold on To what? I don’t know but I'm trying, I don’t think it’s enough Everybody hurts sometimes But I feel like I'm like this all the time I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying my best To stop these monsters from yelling inside my head I'm trying but nothing stops this from happening Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me 'Cause I don’t think anyone cares if breathe my very last breath Human condition is to feel so abandoned Hypocrisy, lament, the lack of compassion But who am I to point fingers I'm blind to my sin, an endless reaction This is a letter from you to me My pride’s death, I wrote the eulogy My lyrics are nervous, melodies worthless And I don’t know why I do this I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying my best To stop these monsters from yelling inside my head I'm trying but nothing stops this from happening Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me And I don’t think anyone cares if breathe my very last breath Here I go here I go I don’t think I can stay Here I go here I go Found my wings to fly away Here I go As I step into the air, the air I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired of me I'm tired of chasing these dreams I can’t see Goodbye goodbye goodbye I'm tired of finding my way back home It’s me and the Moon in the darkness alone Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Everybody hurts sometimes But I feel like I'm like this all the time But I feel like I'm like this all the time But I feel like I'm like this all the time