Songtext von I'm Really Sad Pepe And It Seems Like I'm a Character From Twin Peaks

Recently, I was building my next plan for an ideal life Although I knew I had no chance, but still could not realize That I am doomed from the very beginning And now I'm just trying to get my bonus winnings I really can't swallow pills anymore So for now, beer is my cure For the anxiety that exists as my shadow I want you to kill me with an arrow Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace I forget my own songs 'cause I don't want to remember them My idiotic nature does not imply diadem On my head but I still keep behaving like egghead I wish I were a silent plant Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace Every time I look at myself I want to be someone else Every time I want to run away, again another endless day I'm in the red room, there are many of my selves So which one is the most heartfelt? Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace Hard-boiled wonderland Righteous and without solace