Songtext von Earwax

I'm trying to get What i need what i want I'm playing the game But i missed what i am Drifted away I can never win this game Probably insane But i'm taking so much pleasure in this pain I'm just a liar, i'm just a liar I've lost so many time For something i'm not I'm just a liar, i'm just a liar I've lost so many time I'm losing my grip But for the first time alive Turning on the light Waking up to my life Sickness and fever Both together growing strong I can't differ right from wrong My brain is going numb