Songtext von I Don't Want to be a Girl

Nee, onna no ko ni naritai is one of my favorite songs But every time I hear it and I try to sing along The words just don't feel right Once I thought I'd cut off my long hair It wasn't like I ever took good care of it I just hoped that that would be enough To lead me down the road of repairing this Form I take was just a small mistake, right? Snip and cut to switch it to the other side Then the answer should make itself evident So why do I still feel like I'm pretending? Am I making all this up? I don't want to be a girl! But I keep seeing parts of me in somebody who does So, am I wrong for thinking that I am the way I am? I'm envious of somebody who wants the things I have Men in dresses make me feel such joy But then they smile, and I begin to cry Can I trust you want to be a boy or Am I just ignoring all the signs? Envy of the way you cross the line I want to cross it too, but I would loop back to one side And nobody would ever come to know I dared to venture past what I'm assigned Ouroborus, bite my tongue I wish I could be a girl But I can't see myself in someone who I know is one So, am I wrong for thinking that I am the way I am? I'm envious of somebody who wants the things I have Hating loving femininity I can't confuse you more Doubting I am what I want to be? If I am ever sure The answer's simple in my head A man who likes to be more femme But if that is just the way you hide Then what am I really inside? I don't want to be a girl! But I keep seeing parts of me in somebody who might So am I wrong for thinking that I am the way I am? I'm envious of somebody who wants– Who may not want the things I have! (I don't want to be a girl) I just want to be a guy who people think could be a girl So being what I am does that make sense at all to you? Society's dishonesty just makes me so confused!