Songtext von Disease

It starts to eat at me I'm giving into my disease I want to feel something I give it every part of me I want to breathe it in I want to feel it in my skin I think it's what I need I hear it calling out to me I've been holding myself up way too long Reaching so high left me so low Am I the problem, am I the victim Or the cause of my disease I let it eat at me I start to like the way it feels Consuming parts of me I never wanted to reveal I start to fuck it up I'm losing people close to me I crave the sudden rush I wanna, I wanna Pull myself apart And start to build again Reach right through my scars I wanna feel something I've been holding myself up way too long Reaching so high left me so low Am I the problem, am I the victim Or the cause of my disease I've been holding myself up way too long Reaching so high left me so low Am I the problem, am I the victim Or the cause of my di' I've been holding myself up way too long Reaching so high left me so low Am I the problem, am I the victim Or the cause of my disease