Songtext von sour sweetness

You got wounds under your sweater That I can't help but see I'm giving you special treatment So you stay with me But if I did something wrong Would you ever care to tell me? Or would you frown, lie And lock it in your cage? I decay in my room And rise when it hits noon If I'm not fed Then I'll pass out soon It's a bitter sour sweetness That lurks in my mouth And no matter how hard I try I just can't rinse it out Brushing my teeth so hard Makes my gums bleed And teeth fall out Am I ever gonna feel clean again? My past, it haunts me And it holds a knife to my chest I'm not who I was before Am I entirely overthinking Or are my thoughts reasonable? Throw me over countless times Then make me feel really stupid I won't sugarcoat it This wasn't what I expected I never felt like I could be the victim Of someone's evil fucking plan It's a bitter sour sweetness That lurks in my mouth And no matter how hard I try I just can't rinse it out Brushing my teeth so hard Makes my gums bleed And teeth fall out Am I ever gonna feel clean again? My past, it haunts me And it holds a knife to my chest I'm not who I was before I've had little help And I've got no hope left in me I wish you could join me And fulfill my fantasy Brushing my teeth so hard Makes my gums bleed And teeth fall out Am I ever gonna feel clean again? My past, it haunts me And it holds a knife to my chest I'm not who I was before