Songtext von Ready To Change

Looked into the mirror Saw a man with a crooked smile He looked at my eyes Said he would stay here for a while Don't look away Don't want to stay Controls my rage Won't let me change Thought I walked alone, thought I'd be OK Thought nobody could make me feel this way Thought I found my home, thought I'd see your face Never understood why you don't give me space If I wish to end you to correct my mistakes If I wish to be relieved from all this pain If I want to break you, I have to be erased I don't know if I should but I will do it anyway Don't know if I should but I will do it anyway Don't know if I should but I will do it anyway Don't know if I should but I will do it anyway I'll destroy myself just so I could finally change Feels like I'm dreaming again Don't feel my arms nor my legs Hanging by a fucking thread You won't survive when I'm dead