Songtext von Allergic (To Myself)

Sickness feeds It grows, it breeds Reactions begin to weaken me Scratching until i'm raw and bored Life is constant misery I can't escape from myself I break out in hives My medication rarely works I'm bleeding all the time... ...i rot as i breathe I'm scarred and scabbed for life My eyes are filled with pus Beneath my skin my sickness lives I am my worst enemy Convulsions start at any moment Derangement is my only relief Rash secretions and dry heaves I can't stop myself from killing me I lay in bed wishing i was dead There's nothing i can do My body has swelled, i'm pale and frail I can't stand myself I'm allergic to myself (repeat) I rot as i breathe