Songtext von Ceased To Be

I can't face the day when I will decay So I search for the eternal fount... I try to believe and understand in what I've learnt... But still I can't get rid of the thought, That questions is all I've earnt... Is there life beyond the sun? and will I be the one to enter a paradise after life? A bitter wind is struggling against and my beliefs are fading away... Is their light just lies? Is beneath the place I'll stay? Now I trust none but myself my mind make me strong... And you'll never convience me, that what I do is wrong...