Songtext von Weep

My mood changes violently One minute I'm sad The other I'm angry One second I'm mad And then I look happy It's never normal It always looks extreme And it's tough To putting up with it I'm not okay I never claimed to be So don't ask me How do I really feel It can be tiring living with me And I'm thankful that you are helping me I'm all dressed up In such enthusiasm And suddenly I won't leave the house I'm about to lock myself up And never go out I'm always failing at smiling Cause it always looks forced So I stopped trying Cause it doesn't worth I'm not okay I never claimed to be So don't ask me How do I really feel It can be tiring living with me And I'm thankful that you are helping me I love crying in crowded places like trains Where nobody is asking me if I'm okay I like hiding behind my glasses and hat So no one can see how miserable I really am And I can cry anywhere and so bad But nobody is actually aware of that I'm not okay I never claimed to be So don't ask me How do I really feel It can be tiring living with me And I'm thankful that you are helping me And every time I sleep My problems haunting me And then I start to weep Till I can barely breathe Insomnia takes the wheel And it's the worst thing