Songtext von Thought I Was

Dried up in the heart It's been one too many times But I'm shot and I'm hopeless Just going through the motions Tried to cut the tie Just hanging by a thread But I ain't right without it And I'm afraid of consequence I'm living with a two-faced slut Waiting to take back control I'm caught up in a world Where I lay in the bed That I made as the lights keep spinning I'm running with the betting on me I'm being the best I could be But it feels like the sun when I wait You're too tired for the work to come with the darkness Sick of the me I made And the doubt I'm always in It's not about where I'm going But where I've already been I've severed every one of my ties There was nothing else to do Now I'm back To where I was before I've got nobody to amuse Forget about the way that I felt On the day I was born and every one after Forget about the hook in my mouth When I thought I was caught and it was all over There ain't a wall There ain't a reason To stop this climbing There ain't enough force So god damn Go ahead and let it all come out Will I wait, forever? Will I wait, til I'll feel alive? Will I wait, forever? Will I wait, til I'll feel alive? Well, just look back at the only thing to the wall I saw your chance and I'm gonna take it Yea, it's been a long time since I feel right But too many rights, and you end up back where you started WHERE YOU STARTED! WHERE YOU STARTED! Will I wait, forever? Will I wait, forever? Will I wait, til I'll feel alive? Will I wait, forever? Will I wait, til I'll feel alive?