Songtext von Control

God, are you sleeping? Are you dead? Words in my mouth are still unsaid And I'm not sure if I can get them out 'Cause I've spent enough time in my head I've spent enough time sleepin' All of the days, they blur together now And all of the words are still trapped in my mouth I don't want you, I don't want God I don't want anything at all I don't have the words to bring that light back home That's a season of my life that's gone Where was I going? I almost lost control And your eyes they showed it, but I had nowhere else to go So just keep breathing You walked me right up to that cliff Did all you could to make me jump off of it And I'll give in, you know I always do I'll do anything I can to never disappoint you Disappoint you Where was I going? I almost lost control And your eyes they showed it, but I had nowhere else to go So just keep breathing, that's where you wanna be 'Cause it never occurred to me to just move through And I could never suggest it as calmly as you do I could put up a fight, but I don't think it'd come out quite like it used to Like it used to