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I wear myself too thin Can't help myself this time I'm on the outside looking in Can't see my self this time Don't wanna go Don't wanna drive back home There's nothing left for me It's 1 AM It's 2 AM It's 4 in the morning Did I think she'd be here? Did I fool myself again? I think I did I think I fooled myself again If I spend just one Just one more night Being mediocre Then I'll scream at the top of my lungs But it falls on deaf ears I scream out loud But no one hears a sound I take my life with lack of sleep I believe the things I feel The things I see are fooling only me