Songtext von Beautiful Hell

I can't recognize myself The venom has taken control Lost in this suffocating hell I call home Deliver me My grave, my peace haven My shelter, my asylum A rain forest Too much explored A holy grail still unheard of Years spent crawling in the jungle Left me with nothing but indelible scars Poison ivy in my backbone Propagating on its own Inhaling the steams Of my self-ignited blaze No way out from this maze I'm lost in this beautiful hell If this daydream is all that I have I'll turn it into something beautiful I'm trying to see through the haze Is it a monster or a miracle? Let me tame the sour taste Let me tame the bitterness This is my way to escape I'm lost in this beautiful hell A stranger to myself Lost in someone else's tale Blurry sights and bones exposed A single celled parasite Sight of endless rivers Sights of millenarian trees Help me find the difference Between truth and fantasy My air, my asphyxia My venom, my dementia So please come with me We can hide in my chrysalis Safe from the trials and tribulations Together we'll learn how to tame the poison If this daydream is all that I have I'll turn it into something beautiful I'm trying to see through the haze Is it a monster or a miracle? Let me tame the sour taste Let me tame the bitterness This is my way to escape I'm lost in this beautiful hell