Songtext von Hidden Agenda

Will it ever let me go? These feelings seem unreal You say you'll always be there To rub the sand in my eyes My life can seem so empty It's out of focus It's out of control Show myself the darkness I long to see a better day But for real negativity I steal Myself for you to conceal Oh god, what a fake deal I sit still, thinking to myself Staying out of trouble Trying not to hurt you The decadence surrounding me Burns my eyes and burns my soul Why in all this fire Can I feel so cold? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Will it ever let me go? These feelings seem unreal You say you'll always be there To rub the sand in my eyes My life can seem so empty It's out of focus It's out of control Show myself the darkness I long to see a better day But for real negativity I steal To be in touch with you I feel the embrace Yet I feel so numb Does anyone feel me? The decadence surrounding me Burns my eyes and burns my soul Why in all this fire Can I feel so cold? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Will it ever let me go? These feelings seem unreal You say you'll always be there To rub the sand in my eyes My life can seem so empty It's out of focus It's out of control Show myself the darkness I long to see a better day But for real negativity I steal I sit still, thinking to myself Staying out of trouble Trying not to hurt you The decadence surrounding me Burns my eyes and burns my soul Why in all this fire Can I feel so cold? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...? Am I here for real...?