Songtext von before the storm

Death disguised synthetic trend When does it end? I just can't tell I've lost myself and I can't pretend That if I just can't admit it Could it be that I can't let go? Could it be that a tide is rising And I'm trapped on the shore alone? So now I'm dealing like I'm never Gonna get the feeling back from my bones This fiend you see will take the best Of me and then everything that I know It can never have too much It's always something more I beg for mercy but of course you just ignore There's nothing left of me Except these scars you see I've come to wade before the storm Can I break free? If you break me Help me through the tide It's not enough to take my pride You have to take my life Disconnected and dead eyed Momentum slowed with a numbed spine Aware that I'll never see the sun Again and I don't know why I don't mind Fridge veins and I've gone blind I plead for change but I can't find My way through the maze and the shame I Sustain just to give myself that numb high Shatter this force of habit No need to drag this out Another broken promise Cry wolf and wonder how To end this vicious cycle See it will never rest I said I'd quit tomorrow But my sun never sets There's nothing left of me Except these scars you see I've come to wade before the storm Can I break free? If you break me Help me through the tide It's not enough to take my pride You have to take my life I couldn't wait to cut you out (For good) I lost the taste and dragged you down (Just like I knew I would) There's nothing left of me Except these scars you see I've come to wade before the storm Can I break free? If you break me Help me through the tide It's not enough to take my pride You have to take my life