Songtext von Don't Exist

I wake up and don't understand, what that bad feeling is around My headache kills, I need some pills before I can find my thoughts We always moved on side by side Drank all night and forgot those types Of sorrows you’re now fearing I saw this something in your eyes That something in you slowly dies You just said: are you kidding? Why did you stop to stand your ground for your goals When did you stop to fighting for your soul, our soul I thought I saw you standing there, but I know you don't exist I thought I heard your voice again, but I know you don't exist Every time I close my eyes I wish you were alive I could kill you, tell me why did you leave me behind Now I walk this road alone And feel the whisper in my bones I have nothing to lose Tell me, has this day an end Do I have to give up my friend What was your excuse What is it what banished you away from me? What is that what I have never seen or been Tell me why did you left me behind All your lies made me cold as ice