Songtext von hALf aLiVE

Burn me on a bed of dead roses I want to feel it all Rearrange the colors in my bruises To something beautiful Saltwater falls Vines flourish from my chest I'm too far gone A victim of my neglect And darkness is a flood That permeates my head It rains, and it rains, and it rains to no end I'm half alive Bleeding velvet petals and butterflies It's suicide Gleaming diamond eyes, I'm rotting from the inside My world of greys I painted with crimson To hide the misery My hollow heart and skin of jade into earth disintegrate Internalize the pain I'm half alive Bleeding velvet petals and butterflies It's suicide Gleaming diamond eyes, I'm rotting from the inside These thoughts are not my own In the void when I'm alone These thoughts are not my own Not my own I didn't ask for this Hyper-fixated on a jagged blade, no one will remember me I'm losing my senses Hyper-fixated on a jagged blade, no one will remember me But I don't want to end this I'm half alive Bleeding velvet petals and butterflies It's suicide Gleaming diamond eyes, I'm rotting from the inside